senior pics today -  they turned out awesome & i loved them so so much, can't wait to share!!

cut the grass, and lounged the rest of the day. waiting for ray to get out of work where he is not supposed to be, kinda sucks but i can't get mad i'm with him every friggen day as it is.

8 months yesterday. now thats crazee, it feels like just yesterday we started dating, i dont' know why it has gona by so fast but i'm enjoying every minute of it!

travel soccer ended. kinda depressing, i met some really awesome people though. and we ended out on top 1st place in our division, what a way to end a year huh? speaking of i'm going running with some cute gals tonight, should be a work out...and i mean work out. i'm pumped.

leadership camp = this monday & i'm excited, i've only heard good things & i can't wait to meet so many NEW people. should be a fun time.

thats all for now. :o)

finally home from my weeks long vacation....it was so much fun, cuz me and amanda kicked ass in SIGNALS, but it wasn't the same becuz chey you weren't there. i knew there was one thing missing and it was you.

i've realized as much as i'm in love, i need to lean more towards my friends sometimes. i'm too caught up in the moment of being in love, that i forget who those ppl are that were there for me everyday of my life. i think i've just made this set schedule and never thought up putting you in it. i didn't do it purposely but, i'm too caught up in love. its hard becuz its one of the best feelings i've ever felt, but i have to remember you have feelings too. i miss you. a lot. i hope we can start fresh and make this year our best (but not our last). i <3 you, your my best friend and nothings going to change that.

i hope you read this and understand what i'm thinking. your truely my other half -- you have been for 10 years, why end now?

i just want a new beginning with us girl.

so its been almost a month since i last wrote. so much has gone on its crazy.

the girls night we had was fricken awesome, i want another one real soon it was so much fun just chillen and talking. i love you girls to death! SJ KH JK!!camping already & i brought miss. incorvia, good times minus the stalkers and the horrendus wind. i love you honey.

soccer has been so much fun. i kind of dont want it to be my last summer of playing because i enjoy it so much. it gives me something to do and to look foward to when i'm bored. i love tournaments. we had our last one this past weekend. it was so much fun, a little crazy bitch slaps going on but it was a good time :0). still working and mckie d's as always, speaking of which i work tomorrow @ 11am - 5pm. not to bad, at least i'm gettin cash, for the bank. haha.

leaving for camping this sat. w/ my fam, bring chey and going w/ amanda her dad & brother. its gonna be crazy fun. but i'm gonna miss my baby soo soo much. as terrible as it sounds we've had only one day where we haven't talked to each other! out of almost 8 months. now if that isn't dedicated. [not obsessed] i think someday we're gonna get married. in all honesty we're 17, young and in love. but some gut feeling inside me is telling me he's the one. this is who i need in my life forever. to be there and to help me grow into a better person.which i can see him doing already. its crazy how one person can have such a huge amazing impact on your life.

i think he feels the same too. he always tells me that whenever i get worried or upset to look at my finger and he says "Babe, you have nothing to worry about, that ring on your finger means forever. When i say forver i mean forever." how much more perfect can it get. i think i'm the luckiest girl alive. well since i haven't written in forever and i've been babbling i better get to bet i got work in the AM! blah!

x0

this is my new LJ -- the other one wasn't working right.

i can't believe its summer, and pretty much i'm a senior! wow who would have thought? things have happened so fast and so quickly. yesterday i went fishing w/ raymond and i caught a big fish & ray caught a huge bass! coolest ever!

2 exams this week US & Chem, then i'm done thank god. how awesome and this week is the alden carnival i think.

June 26th girls night at kates can't wait [sara don't forget that chicken wing dip girl] well i'm a lil sleepy....tried studying for US & chem, didn't get far. oh well.

waiting for my phone to ring :o)